in the morning they serve biscuits with raspberry jam: I could live on these alone.
over the years the recipe has changed and although I would choose those from 10 years ago over what they are today, I am still inordinately pleased by the crumbling pale flesh streaked with bright red jam thick with tiny seeds.
the coffee is coffee.
most menu items are unspectacular but highly edible and two giant leaps above true diner food. my favorite salad was removed from the menu half a dozen years ago and I pine for it every time I visit, then settle for something else because it doesn't matter too terribly much what it is I eat.
ruth's is 4 gently uphill miles from my house.
which is also 4 miles from home at the end of many of my rides.
I think, often, of stopping at ruth's on my way home to celebrate the early morning, the conclusion of a long ride, or simply the fact that I'm alive.
we've even discussed group rides that pause at ruth's on the way home, for sustenance or spirits and a more relaxed version of our camaraderie.
it's never happened.
I've planned, a time or two, an early morning ride to the top of big mountain---14 miles beyond ruth's---that would put me back down at ruth's shortly after they open at 7 am.... where I would stop for coffee, a biscuit and jam, and ambiance.
I haven't done it.
great big metal bicycle structures stand on the side of the building, a place to leave your real bicycle, and at the hostess station they'll lend you a bike lock if you leave them your credit card.
but I always want to get home. strip off my sweaty cycling gear and pull on something comfy, make a cup of coffee and curl up on my couch to read or watch the world outside my windows continue to waken and come to life. home seems to pull me more than ruth's does.
someday I will make the plan, firmly, and stick to it. I'll remember to bring a credit card, I'll remember an extra layer to pull on so I'm not cold. I'll plan to embrace the new experience instead of missing my own couch and dry clothes. I'll look around, observe and absorb, and make up stories about everyone I see. I'll meet the servers whose cars I cycle past time and again. I'll drink coffee from a fat white mug and I'll eat a biscuit, slowly, with fresh raspberry jam.
ruth's is a reality, and a fantasy. the sturdy building and solid patio host hundreds of people daily, and its aura hosts me every time I pedal past. up, then down. a friend, a constant, and someday, a place I'll visit 4 miles before I finish my ride.