I've got it: I've finally gotten back into the rhythm of cycling class on that "spin bike" with the uncomfortable saddle.
oh I miss my real bike and its saddle.
but it's good to be back in the groove, back to a place where the workouts are difficult and I survive them anyway. sometimes I even kick their butts.
it's like reaching a tipping point: I get to a point where I'm used to the bike, I can deal with the saddle, and I know that whatever workout is presented to me, I will complete it and live to tell.
often in life we're apprehensive about a task with which we're presented, and sometimes feelings of "I can't do this" bubble up.
and the only way those disappear is by completing that task, sometimes over and over again, to train your mind to believe you're capable.
and it hit me the other day that I've reached that point in my winter indoor training. I know in my bones that I can do whatever I'm instructed to do each day. though it's all about training the legs, the truth is, it's the training of the mind that's most important.
the best place is when you're the little train who began by saying, I think I can.... and gradually changed his words to I know I can.
I know I can.
you know you can.
now let's go do.